HELP ME RECOVER!

There are 4 things that you cannot recover:

1. The stone after the throw
2. The word after it's said
3. The occasion after the loss
4. The time after it's gone

waaaarrggghhhhhhhh.... I only have a month to struggle for my MSc project.Good lord!

Entri ini dlm BAHASA
(sessi bersama taufiqshariff.com)

Entri kali ni dlm bahasa..jangan tanya kenapa.. kenapa sebab tk sabar nk balik malaysia tanah air ku.. nk balik makannnnn..
okeh.. buat pengetahuan sekalian kami baru balik dr reutlingen germany semalam.. dtg melawat kawan saya Encik Taufiqshariff.com yg sudah 2 tahun tidak ketemu.. dan beliau juga tk lama lagi nk balik msia dh "for good" sebab dh grad..congrats untuk dia.. sepatutnya kami tinggal di reutlingen selama 3 hari 2 malam tapi mengambil keputusan hujung minit (last minute) untuk tinggal 4 hari 3 malam sebab taufiqshariff.com kata sila dtg lagi..jadi kami dtg semula 2 jam selepas naik train nk ke airport kemudian.. Makbulkan doa u..tapi rupe2 nye kami tersalah naik gerabak train..haha ini gara2 terror sangat ckp bahasa german la ni..tk sedar rupe2nye semua orang dh kosongkan train di perhentian stesen terakhir iaitu "horb"

Hari pertama kami ke "Burg Hohenzollern". Bangun lambat jadi terpaksa la kami berjalan kaki untuk ke istana atas bukit..hari sudah la panas. kedengaran taufiqshariff.com MENJERIT2 ckp menyesal kerana mengikuti kata nasihat Lan untuk berjalan kaki. Sikit punya jauh jalan siap tawaf ladang gandum rupernye2 salah jalan daa.sempat la kami bergamba.nasib baik ade pakcik german yg baik hati tunjuk jalan..jalan punya jalan dengan harapan yg menggunung ruper2nya kaki bukit pun tk sampai lagi.Hadoi..Masing2 dh nk pengsan dah ni tiba2 ade TAXIIII...ape lagi..kami tahan la kannnn... MMG jauh laaaa nk jalan naik atas..Nasib baik ade abang taxi. sampai kaki bukit kene naik shuttle bus untuk sampai ke puncak..Hari itu sungguh panas..Bayar 6 euro untuk masuk ke dlm istana..taufiq hanya mampu berjalan di bawah bayang2 pokok dan tembok2 istana kerana khuatir "chinese look" nya akan hilang dek matahari.(tolonggggg laaaa..perasan wei) Disebabkan terlalu panas 27++ degree celcius. Kami banyak menghabiskan mase dibawah bayang2 mana2 yg kami jumpa..Termasuk laa bawah pokok yg ade sejuta gamba kami tu..

Di kala saya mahu beli ais krim tetapi dihalang oleh seorang manusia bernama Lan...Katanya sabar laaaa turun bawah kt bandar nnti kita makan ais krim.. *pasrah

Owh patung pengawal ni pakai seluar ketat..Taufiq kata sama macam seluar dia dlm almari dekat umah dia..dia usha bontot pengawal tu haaa..hahaha

berakhirlah sessi part 1"blogging" jalan2 di reutlingen germany..Nantian hari ke-2 .. nk tido..esok kene bangun awal..bubyeeee

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THEY CAN NEVER HAVE YESTERDAY

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that will never play, all The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they Can take the future that will never know they can take the places that we said we will go, all The broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

EDINBURGH, SCOTLAND
With the flatmates
6-8 June 2008

Life's Bright Side

Knowing that there are people out there who struggle with their lives simply goes to show how life doesn't have to be perfect. It is more important to be grateful by looking at the brighter side of things. How we manage our lives makes all the difference because sometimes our worst enemy is in fact ourselves.

No Air ~ jordin sparks

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That´s how I feel whenever you ain't there
that's no air..no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
there's no air..no air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

It's in the Air of Pressure

Pressure ; means to force (someone) toward a particular end; influence..

The way Italian says it >> pressione
My fellow Indonesians called it tekanan
The French --> pression.
This room are fills with atmosphere of presh-er.of what??... ahhhhh admit it deep down inside I want the same thing too but...mmmm I'm not the one that can make the decision. Honestly.. I'm worry. Sometimes it freaks me out horrifyingly...

Pixel-by-pixel was flipped.. (feels --> blank) should I or should I not? nahh Rationally-->Don't think I should.But emotionally ---> Only god knows..better keep it to myself. Mmmm Funny But ironically --> feels contented..
It's amazing how memories are beautiful :)

I'm supposed to work on my final MSc project tonight. can't be bothered!
I've figured out how to run codes and algorithm though...thats good enuf! (*sigh)
3.31am in the morning now..stomach --> growling (*crunch..grrrr) really can't be bothered!


Shut up and Go to bed!!!


hanafedora